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not really sure about life. colby has been gone 22 days, i'm working in soda, going to inkom on the weekends for church (to still be with my YW) chunk is acting up, ie running away for a while and going potty in the house, don't know when i'm going to nebraska, don't know if i should keep going to inkom on the weekends(even if I am happy when I'm there) not working very many hours, can't sleep very well, finished my personal progress so now i have more time to do nothing..............